Shes never gonna love you like i want to

Boy troubles... why is it that every time i see him, i cant help but get butterflies? i get nervous. i get red. i cant look him in the eye. Hes not perfect. But there have been feelings just sitting there for 2 years within me, and i dont know if i can do anything about them. Im upset, hurt. He led me on, then tore me down. But life goes on right? But i cant seem to shake these feelings he leaves me with...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-cvTbtLDDMQ

a Fresh Start

I haven't used my account in a long time, so today im restarting it.

Lately, ive been having boy troubles.

This one guy flirts with me, asks me for a kiss, and technically asks me out on a date, to be determined.

then on friday, he tells me he has a girlfriend. the whole time he was flirting, he was with her.

i feel... upset. but im getting over it. i've had feelings for him for over two years, and i think its time to work at getting over him. He's graduating this year in June, and hopefully that'll be the end of that.

My birthday is in 49 days. I need the days to go by faster....